My Winter break was okay. I Spent some time with my sister and my aunt. I got a lot of neat stuff like a straightener, a new outfit and a blanket that I love sleeping in. First semester was really stressful, but I know there are more stressful tasks coming my way. One of my biggest regrets right now is that I failed Economics. So I had to make a choice; drop my favorite class and have a class for behind pace econ or risk it doing it on my own time. The thing is that I set my own scene in drama and it was all done by me. If I leave that class now, I will fail first semester and also fail my actors. So I made the decision to drop drama and get another class for behind pace econ. But I could get out of behind econ for a bit, and perform, so that way I won't let anyone down. When I went to the behind econ class I thought that I was going to be their for a while but actually, I just need a bullet, two projects and a whole mts, which means, I'll be done with econ in no time. I’m really happy to make that decision because I need to graduate.
Second semester will be hard. But I know the challenges ahead of me-I could handle. At the end, all I really need to do is sit back and relax, if I really put my mind into it.
I’m looking forward to going to college. All I need to do is fill out the applications-and fill out the FSA, which I will do soon, and i’ll be going to COS. I know it's not exactly what I wanted but you have to start from the bottom and work your way up to the top. I am currently unemployed, but i’ll get a job- eventually.
But for now, I guess I have to get High School done with. That's what my mom wants me to do.
Recently, my brother and a friend of my mother's got arrested last month, let's call the lady sam. They would steal cars and steal from us. My brother would do the same thing. Honestly, I’ve never seen a SWAT team until that day. This lady has caused a lot of negativity on our family. She was one of the reason why I left my mom's house senior year. Now that she’s gone I know things are going to be better. My brother came home, but now he's starting to act up, at this point i'm not only worried about myself but my family too.
My sister was in car accident two years ago and she's been through multiple surgeries and recently she became blind and I worry about her a lot. she refuses to come visit our house because of the people who come to our house. I miss her a whole lot. The only family member who come by is my second older brother.
But that aside, what i’m most worried about is to graduating High School,and looking out for my brothers. Currently I'm in a lot of debt. I just payed off my laptop and payed off the lady who took my senior photos. She has been on my back for a while. My sister payed me to clean her house so I basically worked so that I could pay her off.
I really need to get a job because I cannot rely on my mom any longer. As soon as I graduate, I need to move out of the house. I cannot live under her roof any longer. I feel bad for my little brothers for having to stay with her longer than me.
Honestly, I wish this nightmare would end already. But you know what, they say when there is rain, eventually there is always a rainbow at the end of it.
Second semester will be hard. But I know the challenges ahead of me-I could handle. At the end, all I really need to do is sit back and relax, if I really put my mind into it.
I’m looking forward to going to college. All I need to do is fill out the applications-and fill out the FSA, which I will do soon, and i’ll be going to COS. I know it's not exactly what I wanted but you have to start from the bottom and work your way up to the top. I am currently unemployed, but i’ll get a job- eventually.
But for now, I guess I have to get High School done with. That's what my mom wants me to do.
Recently, my brother and a friend of my mother's got arrested last month, let's call the lady sam. They would steal cars and steal from us. My brother would do the same thing. Honestly, I’ve never seen a SWAT team until that day. This lady has caused a lot of negativity on our family. She was one of the reason why I left my mom's house senior year. Now that she’s gone I know things are going to be better. My brother came home, but now he's starting to act up, at this point i'm not only worried about myself but my family too.
My sister was in car accident two years ago and she's been through multiple surgeries and recently she became blind and I worry about her a lot. she refuses to come visit our house because of the people who come to our house. I miss her a whole lot. The only family member who come by is my second older brother.
But that aside, what i’m most worried about is to graduating High School,and looking out for my brothers. Currently I'm in a lot of debt. I just payed off my laptop and payed off the lady who took my senior photos. She has been on my back for a while. My sister payed me to clean her house so I basically worked so that I could pay her off.
I really need to get a job because I cannot rely on my mom any longer. As soon as I graduate, I need to move out of the house. I cannot live under her roof any longer. I feel bad for my little brothers for having to stay with her longer than me.
Honestly, I wish this nightmare would end already. But you know what, they say when there is rain, eventually there is always a rainbow at the end of it.