It's the beginning of Senior year, And I feel anxious, worried, and exhilarated at the same time. Last year I had lots of Senior friends and they were there if I needed help, but now they are gone, others depend on me. It’s a little overwhelming but eventually I’ll feel comfortable helping other students, Almost half of my life I have been left in the side like leftover dinner, because most people In my old school thought I didn’t know anything because they judged the book by it’s cover instead of reading the first chapter. but now that I changed schools four years ago,
I’m more confident about myself. now that it is Senior year I’m meeting new lower classmates and starting to get along with people with my class graduation year. a lot has changed for me and I know that this year will go by quick so I know that I have to be on task all the time. But yet it’s hard to buy time.
Other than that situation- at this age I have moved in with my father, with the situation going on in my house I don’t think I would be happy over there like I use to. Just family Issues- my mother lost her job and recently our landlord has passed on and our house is just out there and it is up to his family for what to do with the house, my mother believes that they are not going to deal with it and they are going to sell it off.which leaves me and my little brothers to move out. But for now I guess they are going to say there until they kick them out. as for me, my grandma and my aunt said they would like for me to stay and they could take care of me. I thought it would be a great idea because where It’s going right now with my mother, I can’t be sure to call that place home. Sometimes I think It's probably the best that I am here with my father, I know my dad could take care of me and protect me from anything that could be a threat to me. Sometimes i think about my mother and how she used to be, and I miss her so much but I like being with my father. In other hand I’m too scared of growing up and moving on. I don’t know how to start because no one really told me what to do first or where to start. But I know if I could be more brave and act more mature I could make it in life. both of my parents want me to go to college, but I don’t know if I could pass the CAHSEE on time, As I said before I am horrible at math, but yet I have passed geometry and Algebra 1. but I know I could pass high school on time, I don’t wish to be a super senior. but I know this school year is going to be a year to remember and to cherish.
I’m more confident about myself. now that it is Senior year I’m meeting new lower classmates and starting to get along with people with my class graduation year. a lot has changed for me and I know that this year will go by quick so I know that I have to be on task all the time. But yet it’s hard to buy time.
Other than that situation- at this age I have moved in with my father, with the situation going on in my house I don’t think I would be happy over there like I use to. Just family Issues- my mother lost her job and recently our landlord has passed on and our house is just out there and it is up to his family for what to do with the house, my mother believes that they are not going to deal with it and they are going to sell it off.which leaves me and my little brothers to move out. But for now I guess they are going to say there until they kick them out. as for me, my grandma and my aunt said they would like for me to stay and they could take care of me. I thought it would be a great idea because where It’s going right now with my mother, I can’t be sure to call that place home. Sometimes I think It's probably the best that I am here with my father, I know my dad could take care of me and protect me from anything that could be a threat to me. Sometimes i think about my mother and how she used to be, and I miss her so much but I like being with my father. In other hand I’m too scared of growing up and moving on. I don’t know how to start because no one really told me what to do first or where to start. But I know if I could be more brave and act more mature I could make it in life. both of my parents want me to go to college, but I don’t know if I could pass the CAHSEE on time, As I said before I am horrible at math, but yet I have passed geometry and Algebra 1. but I know I could pass high school on time, I don’t wish to be a super senior. but I know this school year is going to be a year to remember and to cherish.